i live in my own little world were everything is almost perfect but nothing ever seems to be wrong. i got a job that pays a ton and i watch some kids for some more cash. i hang out with who ever i want and i do what ever i want. in my little world im my own boss, i may not always make the right decisions but i know i always have fun. in this world i talk with this guy and everything is freaking amazing, and then i say go away,everthing i didnt like about my little world dies.

but in the real world that im living in today... i work four days a week with no income. i babysit two days outta the week with a thirty to fourty dollar income. i have no money i have no life the only day off i have is on a tuesday. no one comes over no one calls to see if i can hang. i do the same thing from week to week. i cant wait to get out, and the things i dont like never seem to go away. they only grew stronger and this guy i talked to well things were going great until he wasted away his times with this two timing slut and now him and his used to be best friend arent friends no more. me and him dont talk any more so i started talking to these other guys but they got me thinking about some nasty things that i dont do anymore. my head hurts everyday because i always try to imagine that im just in my little world were its only me and the peoples that i want there.,

this wrold is so crazy and there really is no one around to help when you really need it.

so right now i gotta say i would really love to stay in my little world that i have created myself , tooooo bad its only in me head!